A different me

I feel like I have grown so much over the last year but I was still stuck in the going out drinking and dancing, I guess I was still healing and numbing the pain.

I have meet a few people along my journey but the past month I have noticed they just want to go out and party but me I feel like that isn’t for me right now.

The last couple of weeks I have cancelled a lot of plans which involved going out and drinking and I have probably pissed off a few people as one of them I had brought tickets for but I don’t care.

I have started to get back in meditation again and that is bringing me more joy then going out drinking and dancing till silly o clock in the morning.

I hated the next day after a night out, my body would hurt, sometimes I’d be sick because I had drunk too much and most of the day I struggled with moving because my body was in so much pain and would cause me a flare which would last for over a week.

I would rather spend my time with my family right now and prefer meditating and working on my manifestations, something had shifted in me again and all I want is a calm and peaceful life!