One day soon...
One day soon, you will be betrayed by me and you will deserve it.
You will be left in your own selfish pool of pity and tears, clueless as to why I was so cruel.
I have experienced so much pain, physical and mental and deeply emotional because of you, that the wounds will yearn for your bare minimum.
But they will heal. I will get better once you are not dragging me down to the lowest I've been in my life.
I know I can't hurt you that badly because I've witnessed all the ways you avoid accountability and make others feel awful for caring about you.
I just hope it hurts your heart when your only source of actual love is gone and didn't even say good bye. Didn't even care to tell you the truth because they didn't believe you deserved it after all the lies you've told.
You'll be left behind. You'll get back on tinder with the same photos of you from your 20s and meet a bunch of psychos. And anyone that could even come close the value you had in a woman like me, won't touch you.
I will move on so joyfully. I will feel the smallest built of guilt because I don't like being a jerk. I'm not a jerk. But Mama didn't raise no little bitch, I'm a big karmic bitch.
If I'm alone forever, I will relish every moment. But I have a feeling someone amazing is looking for someone like me. And jerks like you will never find me again.
You will be left in your own selfish pool of pity and tears, clueless as to why I was so cruel.
I have experienced so much pain, physical and mental and deeply emotional because of you, that the wounds will yearn for your bare minimum.
But they will heal. I will get better once you are not dragging me down to the lowest I've been in my life.
I know I can't hurt you that badly because I've witnessed all the ways you avoid accountability and make others feel awful for caring about you.
I just hope it hurts your heart when your only source of actual love is gone and didn't even say good bye. Didn't even care to tell you the truth because they didn't believe you deserved it after all the lies you've told.
You'll be left behind. You'll get back on tinder with the same photos of you from your 20s and meet a bunch of psychos. And anyone that could even come close the value you had in a woman like me, won't touch you.
I will move on so joyfully. I will feel the smallest built of guilt because I don't like being a jerk. I'm not a jerk. But Mama didn't raise no little bitch, I'm a big karmic bitch.
If I'm alone forever, I will relish every moment. But I have a feeling someone amazing is looking for someone like me. And jerks like you will never find me again.
41-45, F
