A day of excess that i wont feel

Why do we do it?
Indulge our senses and wants to abandon..... when ultimately we feel fuck all of it


Is it a "cancel each other out thing"? - the 'up' with the 'down' leaves us with some weird equation of 'normal' yeah?

Is it that one extreme balances th' other and we end up somewhere numbly inbetween?.....and that's ok?

Fuck

Is it a modern First world indulgence we pity outselves in and feel justified?

Shame

Death, Loneliness, insecurity...can it all be anesthesiatised with enough credit card exercise, fast food and *insert favorite drug or addictive passtime* + passively/aggresively being pussies online?

Soothe those feelings with fake neuro chemicals, numb that shit with Amazon and Shein.
Abate feeling them with political argument and religious selfishness

Grrrr baby !💪

Keep that life shiny and 'follower friendly' while you cry inside.

Is this where we are at?


Is this who we are?

Porning out a forced second hand version of 'self love' that we only accept if its validated by *likes* from other people we dont really know.....but we convince ourselves we do?

Fuck me


What have we become?

Hermits with groupies?
Keyboard egomaniacs?


What game are we playing?


And are you the shoe or the racecar?


Roll a nat 20 to win....