I like people, but from a distance

When i'm sharing the same actual space with other people I can't be myself, I have to be the me that is with other people, but alone, and with others on SW is like the hypothetical social me, which would qualify as more normal and organic than really being around others.

So I just need a little dose of others for an optimal lifestyle where each day is like a day and night in paradise.

This was cultivated in my formative years, my best times was alone consuming the kind of media I had at the time, the radio, and cassette player and recorder, etc.

I am aware how mundane I am, but I regardless post a lot about myself, this is because writing means writing about what you know best.

However whatever I know best, is hardly knowing at all. I am like a stray satellite in infinite space, there is plenty of wonder, and moments of forlornness, but God forbid I become a whiny person, I just want to be honest enough so that I at least have that quality, without honesty, what I do here would be worse than doing nothing.