I've decided I am done apologizing for existing, I am done with that BS and I am done feeling uncomfortable and unsafe to say what I think and feel.

I should have came to this much sooner, but just like a lot of people I have had a lot of trauma healing to do that I didn't realize I was still carrying around with me. Any ways, that's about it. I am just done apologizing for being me, it's a take it or leave it sort of a situation now and I am just too tired and burned out to keep fighting myself.