I wish I could be someone entirely different some days, and other days I wish I could be entirely myself free to say what I truly think and feel

without abandon. It's a war within, and lately it's been harder and harder to fight. Sometimes I feel like I am internalizing so much I'll literally explode. There are only so many times I can swallow it down before I crack at the seams. I've been cracking for a while it's only a matter of time...

Yes I know everybody says just be yourself, but in reality it's not what people really want when I do. It makes people uncomfortable and it's not always the right thing to do.