I wrote this in 2014. Now Im great. Always gets better
You Just Don't Know Me
I woke today, with tear stained
eyes
Dreams so real that I hurt inside
Thoughts of people no longer
here
Thoughts of the end that’s growing
near
Wasted words spoken to deaf
ears
Wasted tears shed throughout the
years
Childhood memories of family torn
apart
Forever changed my growing
heart
And I realize ...
I’ll never get it back
CHORUS
Happy man I appear outside
Lonely man hidden deep inside
First to laugh, brighten up the
room
Camouflage for my endless gloom
Try to tell me how to live my life
Tell me all the things I don’t do
right
You can walk in my shoes
But they just won’t fit
I’m fighting every day to just not
quit
So realize…
You just don’t know me
END CHORUS
Telling myself it will be alright
Fooling myself, extinguished light
Sadness filled life for all these
years
Making you laugh while holding back
my tears
Reaching for hope, that slips
through my grasp
Turning around and keep looking
back
Trying to give love with a leaking
heart
Plan to win the race then trip at
the start
And I realize…
I’ll never get it back
CHORUS
Happy man I appear outside
Lonely man hidden deep inside
First to laugh, brighten up the
room
Camouflage for my endless gloom
Try to tell me how to live my life
Tell me all the things I don’t do
right
You can walk in my shoes
But they just won’t fit
I’m fighting every day to just not
quit
So realize…
You just don’t know me
2014
