I couldn't wait, i'm beginning to feel differently
I so need this, everything domestically has been more than irritating, the source of much of this irritation reduced his irritation quotient majorly today by purchasing my gummies and drink.
My check came in today and he was gonna "do the bank" like he usually does, and then with a phone he can't really use managed to communicate over it that the bank requires me to do the banking so i get there and the check is dated for the 27th, well i ask if i could borrow, life itself is wearing me the F down i need stuff, and he acknowledges that for me and comes in with me to the cannabis and liquor store, nothing else is changing, irritation to the max happening all the time but at least i can feel differently, and i just want to share with you all, who i admit don't need to know all this that feeling different is the thing i need most, and all the things i love, audiobooks, videos etc. are enhanced. Life is good with these, and being on SW, doing things here is nice too, it's like being around others with different personalities, personalities that don't irritate me. What bliss!!
My check came in today and he was gonna "do the bank" like he usually does, and then with a phone he can't really use managed to communicate over it that the bank requires me to do the banking so i get there and the check is dated for the 27th, well i ask if i could borrow, life itself is wearing me the F down i need stuff, and he acknowledges that for me and comes in with me to the cannabis and liquor store, nothing else is changing, irritation to the max happening all the time but at least i can feel differently, and i just want to share with you all, who i admit don't need to know all this that feeling different is the thing i need most, and all the things i love, audiobooks, videos etc. are enhanced. Life is good with these, and being on SW, doing things here is nice too, it's like being around others with different personalities, personalities that don't irritate me. What bliss!!
46-50, M
