you know what’s hard? grieving someone you really didn’t know.. missing something you never really had..

my father was a POS, abused my mother & abandoned me at a young age but it was for the best truthfully. i was raised by my beautiful kindhearted momma & my incredible grandparents 🫶🏻
i reunited w my dad, when i was 17 years old.. i was so happy and we reconnected, it’s truly what i felt i needed! but i cut him off completely in 2023, after he made such ugly and racist comments toward my unborn baby. finding out he passed away feb 2024 was a huge shock… i look at my cousins dads and my friends dads, & wish i was able to experience it😕 i’m so jealous of what i never had.. i hate this feeling. but i do not regret cutting him out of my life because i will never allow ANYONE to make hurtful comments about my beautiful biracial baby 💘
though me and her father aren’t together, i am confident in the fact that kinsley will always have him in her corner. he’s an incredible daddy. 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻