I feel so bad today

And I’m scared to reveal this to my close ones because they get angry.

Also I am worrying too much today

I’m trying to just relax and not worry about everything
I keep thinking something bad is gonna happen that I need to do this and this and this.

I’m scared of what giving up means. Will I be a failure.
I’m crying I can’t keep up with my feelings today
I wish happiness was simple. I wish it was easy to get. And easy to maintain.

I just want to be happy.