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PoetryNEmotion Not false. If any of those years I could have been sure love for her would leave me then I certainly would have spared myself and left.
It took me almost 40 to tamp it down enough that I could convince myself I was only making myself miserable.
It's absolutely normal for any man to feel the instinct to kill a man that (by my perception) seduced my wife by giving her gifts , plying her with compliments , contacting her secretly, while prying from her any information he could to berate and attack me verbally unaware of it until the problem became obvious.
Especially a punk years younger going after a woman more yrs married than the punk has lived as an adult.
It's 3 confirmed, actually. Most meesed up part. I'll never know how long each one went on even though I know everything else through her own admissions after each one. That seems odd. She claimed she couldn't remember at all.
Lies. I guess she needed one lie to retain as all her own.
As matter fact those guys. I know who they are and almost everything about them. I've spoken to them and even had beers with them. Now if any were ablaze I probably wouldn't spit on them to try putting them out, but I'm no grudge holder. I screwed up in my youth once before I was married snd can admit that.
So had she. That one formerly a close friend, told me everything she still denies half of. She doesn't realise that she isn't as smart as she thought, or ever acknowledged my depth and patience with my slower brethren and sisters. But I know her. Always did. She just never knew me.
