I feel like my time here has expired...

Life has changed so much for me in the last 4 years but for the better.
I remember I had joined ep back in 2013 ish because I was so lonely, needed an outlet and the opportunity to try to connect to others.

And in return I made some really amazing lifelong friends so much so when it closed I knew I wanted to come here.

2 friendships in particular blossomed so much we met in person. It was so easy/natural, it was so relaxed it truly was the best thing.

As my life has changed I find I'm less focused on wanting to be on the Internet.

I can conclude that I am immensely happy, everyday I wake up happy and singing. Why, because I'm not working in a hell hole. I'm also bombarded daily with affection from my beautiful dog, who makes my heart explode.

I feel like over the years the friendships I've made here and the advice offered has really helped to better prepare me for the world. And I am truly grateful.

I also hope that in return I've been a beacon of light for others.

I don't know if I'll ever delete this account, but I have found myself a little too tired so that's why I visit so infrequently mostly hearting posts and questions.

How has this community helped you?

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CrazyMusicLover · 31-35

I guess it's going to sound bad but it helped me to get over my trauma a bit. After hearing stories of some other people about what they have been through and how they were able to get over it, I started feeling like the stuff I've been through wasn't even that bad and self-pity leads nowhere else than to hell.
I'm not at a good place still so I'll hang around for longer but it's definitely better than back in 2014 when I joined EP.

Mellowgirl · 31-35, F

@CrazyMusicLover I'm really glad you were able to find this place and ep as a way to heal. Im just sorry you're still struggling. I must admit how you come across here is very calm and you are very thoughtful. Always hold on to the positive critique you get. They will help you on the days where you feel a little blue.
❤️