So I finally confessed to him how I feel.

He's getting married next year. He said he's been committed for a while now.
I took it way better than I thought I would. I asked him why he kissed me then. And he gave the most as.shole excuse "as friends". I told him friends don't just kiss each other. Then he revealed the names of other coworkers he's kissed.
And I thought to myself: maybe I just dodged a bullet.