I kinda feel like I'm considering SSRIs atm
I've been feeling really meh for a while. I don't know if I've felt happy for a long time, I have good moods but I feel like I'm not as I should be atm.
Like my good moods are probably 60% of normal, but it's hard to say. I remember that when I took them I thought I felt normal until I was actually happy.
I just don't wanna take medication every day, I don't like it 😔 I might be depressed though, just moderately to mild. Feel quite muted. It's why I smoke because I feel like I need extra dopemine to not feel bad.
Like my good moods are probably 60% of normal, but it's hard to say. I remember that when I took them I thought I felt normal until I was actually happy.
I just don't wanna take medication every day, I don't like it 😔 I might be depressed though, just moderately to mild. Feel quite muted. It's why I smoke because I feel like I need extra dopemine to not feel bad.
