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For the people that tried to catch my light and put in a jar, not caring if it killed me...

You never really knew what was in my heart.
I never knew myself, where to start.
You push and pull and tell me what to do...

I cant stand the hell you put me through,
Just so I would be here with you.

Do you think you that you know how I feel?
Did you think my heart was something you could steal?
What goes on inside my head, you never listened, you never knew...

And I cant stand the hell you put me through,
Just so I would be here with you.

Why does everyone look the same to me?
Locked in a cage, they dont want you flying free.

I will never be held down again.
You want control, not to be my friend.
You leech my roots because you never grew...

And I cant stand the hell you put me through,
Just so I would be here with you.

Im so jaded by expectations, so bored with enmeshment and needs.
Leave me alone in my garden of love where I plant my seeds.
You shrowded me to see your point of view...

And I cant stand the hell you put me through,
Just so I would be here with you.

You took the sunshine from my garden.

You hurt my flower without pardon.

You destroyed my soil, youre a broken tool.

You played me, but your the fool.

Now youre butthurt because you cant RULE

Im walking away, out of the blue...

Because I cant stand the hell you put me through,
Just so I would be here with you.
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Paintedfox · 41-45, F
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SledgeHammer · 46-50, M
I'm sorry that's the way you feel
You here with me, was a big deal.


Was it hell I put you through?
Because with me,I wanted you?
Paintedfox · 41-45, F
@SledgeHammer I do have to go. And I will find myself. All the love and silliness I need is in me. And my beautiful son.

Thing is, I dont care if I seem lost in this world. Were all lost. But my parents are dead, my uncle is dead, my best friends are dead/gone. This house, this space doesnt feel like home. My home is me and wherever my son is.

I do need to leave. And I am.

Its the people that doubt me and tell me what to do that I need the most space from.

There's nothing I cant do. Nothing will hold me down again. Peace.
SledgeHammer · 46-50, M
@Paintedfox good luck to you.
Having to go is not the same as wanting to go... I can understand that.
Paintedfox · 41-45, F
@SledgeHammer Its both. When I think of staying, I want to hurt myself. It feels like the cowards move to stay. Kinda like my mom did, she just settled and died. She left my son and I because she was afraid to go. I see the cycle and Im breaking it.

 
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