How quickly do you slip into the darkness?

How quickly do you slip into the darkness?

I can have a great day. Great interactions at work and at home. I get everything done that i need to get done.

But sometimes, my eyes get heavy. Everything just feels heavy. When I try to focus, I just feel nothing. I feel sad.

Then the male brain kicks in. Why? What can I do to fix this?

Nothing? Ok?

Is it ok?

Am I lonely? Can people hear me?

Thankfully sleep comes fast. I wake up not happy, but ready. The mist forgotten.