I don’t know if I’m doing too much, or finally letting my guard fully down, but it’s been a chore to get out of bed in the mornings.

I may need to set my alarm to that annoying as hell chicken cluck song at full blast just to spring out of bed with the inner exuberance I have. Or start to slowly integrate coffee into my morning routine and set a timer in the morning so it’s aroma can be like…

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Degbeme · 70-79, M

Someone isn`t turning off her brain when getting into bed. Yeah I can see you doing too much, slow down woman.

PerfectionOfTheHeart · 46-50, F

@Degbeme I’m trying, man. I really am. I hate to say it, but I’m having to be the man and woman of the house and having to be so many different people at work, including a pillar of support for everyone. It’s just a lot of caretaking and what sucks is I’m built to be that person. It’s just really hard to mentally navigate it in a way that doesn’t bring detriment to myself. I’ll figure it out though. Eventually. Just gotta stretch my muscles and bulk them up a ton in the process.

Degbeme · 70-79, M

@PerfectionOfTheHeart I have great admiration for you and what you do, all I ask is you don`t stretch those muscles too far. Don`t need you going to that dark place again. 💜

PerfectionOfTheHeart · 46-50, F

@Degbeme I’m keeping myself a priority for that fear alone. No worries 🤗

Degbeme · 70-79, M

@PerfectionOfTheHeart Hey I`m a worrier.