Sometimes i want my own freedom

Basically, i live in a ressource place.

Its pretty good, but this neighbor always harrass me daily. Everytime i go back to that place, the neighbor bangs on the wall and do such loud noises like this, and im not in peace in that.

Right now also i have a job, but its not enough to live well in a normal appartment.

Sometimes i wish they would let me leave that ressource, and i would come back as homeless.

I was happy as a homeless, everything was fine and being on the special wellfare program while being homeless would let me lot of cash, i would not even need to work.

But last year, i told them i wanted to leave the place, and they said ' ok, but to go where?'

And i said like ' well, i will arrange myself, i could be homeless but its not a problem for me'

But then they didnt let me leave because i had nowhere else to go, and it suck because they cant even do that, i have no law from the court that obliges me to be hosted in any way.

I know a quiet place in my city that i had a tent there, and no one messed with me there.

Its just winter time that its not suitable, but every other seasons its doable.

Like im tired of all that. I would make lot of money on the special welfare while being homeless as i wouldnt pay any rent.