It's very hard to do things when you don't have your freedom.

I long for my freedom. I already don't have any privacy, let alone respect. I am so tired of this fucking family. I'm not allowing myself to be happy because there's nothing to be happy about.
I can just walk out of here anytime I want. But without any money, I'll be unable to do so. I am patiently waiting for the right time to leave this household. I hate it...