I'm so stupid

I almost told her I (still) love her. We're just friends now, so obviously that's not appropriate, but my feelings for her insist on persisting regardless. I'm such an idiot - she can go without expressing that stuff to me, and I should be able to do it too no matter how hard it fights back.

As it is I vented to her about "I love you" trying to slip out, which was a stupid thing to do in itself. She's not with me any more, so she won't want to know about that. Literally nobody wants to know about that sort of thing.