I Need to Vent

For 3 years i fought my former back surgeon to get my MRI on my neck because I knew something was wrong with it and he told me me that it was all in my head and would not get me the MRI! My family doctor ordered an MRI right away because i have some ulnar nerve damage and he needed to know where it came from! Well lo and behold i have a c5 and c6 complete herniation of the discs and c7 is bulging and off to the neurosurgeon i go when I can get the appointment and because of the 3 years wait there maybe no other option other then surgery! I am so pissed off I could spit at the former surgeon who said it was in my head thanks to him and his attitude i am facing a surgery that shouldn't have to happen!