A venting post

I am tired. Of moving like this. Of having no home, no anchor outside, no nothing. I am tired, of things moving so slowly.

I see what I am doing and I see me winning and yet, it is a win with so much sacrifice -

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Lovebird ·

I understand. But Those little and slow victories make the difference.

Boeing · 36-40

@Lovebird that is true too, thank you.
It is the moment, I am losing the perspective but am aware of losing it.

GoFish · 41-45, F

maybe one day i will have a guest house for visitors ☺

robingoodfellow · M

I can understand. On the one hand I really admire your bohemian lifestyle, even envious of it.
But not having the sanctuary of a permanent home must get tiresome after a while.

EldritchFox

I felt that when I was in the van. The wanderlust went dormant, not gone, but it's very human to need a nest and a rest.

Boeing · 36-40

@EldritchFox The thing is, I am trying, but I am not prioritizing it as I owe it to myself.
Apparently it comes more difficult for me than what I thought.
I don't know - I just follow the flow, I vent, I cry, I go through the discomfort, I rise up and go on, but it seems as if I am creating something that I do not agree in my fullness.

I need to sit down and set my priorities for once more and look at them straight.

EldritchFox

@Boeing I think that's a great idea. Prioritizing and reprioritizing as life flows. Something that works for you and feels good in your soul.

SinlessOnslaught · M

How long will it be like this?

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SinlessOnslaught · M

@Boeing I'm not sure what your circumstances are so I'm not sure what to say. If you'd like to tell me more, I'm willing to listen.

I hope the best for you. ❤‍🩹

Boeing · 36-40

@SinlessOnslaught it isn't about my current circumstances, it is about my life and how I move, I am constantly moving and have no anchor

SinlessOnslaught · M

@Boeing And you would prefer to stay somewhere?

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