Bruises have faded but the damage remains

The word no meant nothing to them. They didn't care they punched kicked slapped. Tearing fabric my cries drowned out by insults and laughing.
Then taunts.

"He loves it rough"
"He's such a wimp"
"Look at him cry"
"He's such a little bitch"

After blood sweat tears and other liquids I'm curled up crying broken again.

"You earned your keep again now clean up you're a fucking mess"

Why didn't I leave? Am I just that fucked up did I like it?

Sorry if you read this

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Xxdecayingenternallyxx · F

I wish I had the words to comfort you right now but I really don’t and for that I apologize wholeheartedly.

It was not your fault
It was not your fault
It was not your fault

You were not weak
You were not a wimp

Im so sorry this happened to you. I really hope you have someone who you can talk to when the memory gets to be too much.

Be gentle with yourself as you cope with this. Have compassion and empathy towards yourself.

There are some amazing people here who will gladly hold your hand as you work through this. You do not have to do this alone.

Once again, I am so sorry you’re going through this. I wish I had the words to help. Music always helps.

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Shyguy1992 · 31-35, M

@Xxdecayingenternallyxx thank you so much for your kindness

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