I want freedom

So baaically I am 13 y.o yes 13 but things are so bad that I wanna kms,My mom called me a pig today and other names bc I want to walk home alone bc all the other kids are doing that ,she alwayz uses the same excuse,When I wanted to go out w my friends alone she started curseing me and said that i am crazy....I wanna kms so bad on my birthday,I dont even have my own room I sleep with her,She refuses to let me wash myself and still bathes me....Im so tired...

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Magicianzini · M

I wouldn't let you walk home alone either. It's not safe for a young girl.

The rest though. Something sounds like it's up. She's at least verbally abusive and then there are the other two mentions:

You don't sleep in your own room but sleep with her? Why? Are there no other rooms to be had? And the still bathing you is completely off the charts. That shouldn't be happening and may be a form of sexual abuse .. and is at least a form of emotional abuse.

Is there another adult you trust that you could talk to about these things? You don't have to answer me, but please just think about the question and consider it, IF you have access to someone like I described.

Imsotired · 16-17, FNew

@Magicianzini We dont have any rooms left thats why.And the other adults in my house know that she bathes me im so sick

Magicianzini · M

@Imsotired Ah you're sick? I see then. That makes more sense, though I do wonder how you would walk home if you were so sick that you can't bathe yourself. 🤔

Imsotired · 16-17, FNew

@Magicianzini no no I mean im sick of this household,Not sick