Struggles!!!
it's been heavy recently, i've been struggling with lots inside my heart, I've been crying and going through depressive episodes, can't let go of the past, keep losing people and feeling weird and judged, i feel ugly, rejected, unwanted, due to things that happened recently, romantic and social rejection, low esteem, family issues, fear of the future, teeth rotting, I feel like everyone is against me, i feel like ending my life even tho im a coward and dont have the guts to cause im afraid of the pain and my destiny but those r the only things stopping me.



