In my Delusional Era
Salutationsš
Iām new here. I joined this thread because I have this weird intrusive thoughts that i need to let out without being judged.
Here we go, everyday on my way to work for the past month Iāve running past this cute guy who drives a local taxi. Everytime we see each , we just smile at each other and greet each other, I swear he has the cutest smile that somehow has started to drive me crazy š, i donāt even know his name, nor does he mine but Iām in love guysš„¹š¤. Everyday when I leave my house, I pray we see each other because every time I see him my heart skips a beat, I get all giddy and get butterflies in my stomach. Seeing him honestly makes my day. But I feel like our relationship is good as is now, my lover from a distance. I donāt think I want more than whatever this is that we have because Iām afraid itāll ruin things. Soo here I am obsessing over a stranger, my five feet apart one sided relationship loverš¤š„¹ anyway I was just here for a venting session. I swear Iām not usually this delusional. Till next time . Bye stranger
Iām new here. I joined this thread because I have this weird intrusive thoughts that i need to let out without being judged.
Here we go, everyday on my way to work for the past month Iāve running past this cute guy who drives a local taxi. Everytime we see each , we just smile at each other and greet each other, I swear he has the cutest smile that somehow has started to drive me crazy š, i donāt even know his name, nor does he mine but Iām in love guysš„¹š¤. Everyday when I leave my house, I pray we see each other because every time I see him my heart skips a beat, I get all giddy and get butterflies in my stomach. Seeing him honestly makes my day. But I feel like our relationship is good as is now, my lover from a distance. I donāt think I want more than whatever this is that we have because Iām afraid itāll ruin things. Soo here I am obsessing over a stranger, my five feet apart one sided relationship loverš¤š„¹ anyway I was just here for a venting session. I swear Iām not usually this delusional. Till next time . Bye stranger
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