I'm so so ugly
My lips are lowk kind of fucked up and non existent as is and my mom keeps bring up going to get hyaluronic acid injections constantly these past few weeks nonstop
There's like barely three weeks until I have to take pictures for an album with my class for prom even when I won't be going at all, because my parents said I'll regret not having anything to look back at even if this school is miserable and I'll never, ever miss it at this point with how these people are behaving like animals
She wants me to straighten my hair for prom and bleach it, wear heels and jewelry and while it might not seem like a big deal I've never wore anything like that and all I'll look like is a clown.
When you tell her I don't want the filler because what if I don't like it at all? Her response is that it only lasts 6 months. What am I supposed to do for those 6 months, like genuinely?
If I show up with filler I don't even want does she think my classmates just wouldn't notice? I'll get bullied so much more.
I have to go to college, I can't do it if I look hideous. I'll never ever go out if my house at all and with how ugly I already am on top of that I'll probably finally move abroad just so they don't have to see how hideous I got
As a little cherry on top she wants me to wear a dress for Prom from Shein with one of those sparkling clutch bags or whatever they're called, I genuinely can't do this anymore
Non of my friends are even going. I'll be alone. I don't want to straighten my hair because I look ugly with it. I have bangs that hide a little of my face. I feel better with them, always, have them since I was little. My mom wants them gone. To grow my hair out and have it out of my face. My face shape is round and I'm fat.
I'm literally fat.
It doesn't look good without any hair framing it, not with my hair up, not with it pulled back with those claw clips she wants me to use from SheIn, nothing. I'll look ugly, I know I'm ugly. Even uglier than I am.
I'll only doing this for my mom and dad because they want me to have the album but I won't have it and I'll just give it to them. I'll make them look through the pictures they send in the class group chat because EVERYONE can fucking see them later on when they come out and I can't even look at myself properly to see what kind of pig I am.
I've never taken any pictures of myself, and I know that nobody cares but if someone was to ever look at this post for whatever reason I want them to know or at least think I'm not as fucking delirious as I seem to be please.
They've always taken pictures of me to post if Facebook even when they told they won't post it, I know they love me, my mom.and dad but I can't, I can't do this anymore.
I might have Scopophobia, or just a severe case of social anxiety or something, I don't know what's wrong with me but there's definitely something, camera phobia, whatever I get chills and I can't
There's like barely three weeks until I have to take pictures for an album with my class for prom even when I won't be going at all, because my parents said I'll regret not having anything to look back at even if this school is miserable and I'll never, ever miss it at this point with how these people are behaving like animals
She wants me to straighten my hair for prom and bleach it, wear heels and jewelry and while it might not seem like a big deal I've never wore anything like that and all I'll look like is a clown.
When you tell her I don't want the filler because what if I don't like it at all? Her response is that it only lasts 6 months. What am I supposed to do for those 6 months, like genuinely?
If I show up with filler I don't even want does she think my classmates just wouldn't notice? I'll get bullied so much more.
I have to go to college, I can't do it if I look hideous. I'll never ever go out if my house at all and with how ugly I already am on top of that I'll probably finally move abroad just so they don't have to see how hideous I got
As a little cherry on top she wants me to wear a dress for Prom from Shein with one of those sparkling clutch bags or whatever they're called, I genuinely can't do this anymore
Non of my friends are even going. I'll be alone. I don't want to straighten my hair because I look ugly with it. I have bangs that hide a little of my face. I feel better with them, always, have them since I was little. My mom wants them gone. To grow my hair out and have it out of my face. My face shape is round and I'm fat.
I'm literally fat.
It doesn't look good without any hair framing it, not with my hair up, not with it pulled back with those claw clips she wants me to use from SheIn, nothing. I'll look ugly, I know I'm ugly. Even uglier than I am.
I'll only doing this for my mom and dad because they want me to have the album but I won't have it and I'll just give it to them. I'll make them look through the pictures they send in the class group chat because EVERYONE can fucking see them later on when they come out and I can't even look at myself properly to see what kind of pig I am.
I've never taken any pictures of myself, and I know that nobody cares but if someone was to ever look at this post for whatever reason I want them to know or at least think I'm not as fucking delirious as I seem to be please.
They've always taken pictures of me to post if Facebook even when they told they won't post it, I know they love me, my mom.and dad but I can't, I can't do this anymore.
I might have Scopophobia, or just a severe case of social anxiety or something, I don't know what's wrong with me but there's definitely something, camera phobia, whatever I get chills and I can't
