I am alone, for 45 minutes I am alone.
Not in my car on my way somewhere to do stuff for other people.
I am alone.
Sitting on my porch on an exercise ball. Letting my body slump. Letting tears fall. It is a relief and yet I still feel guilty.
Joint and a glass of pomegranate juice.
This isn't much but it's something.
No one is looking at me. Nobody needs me.
A crow is cawing, the wind is blowing, the wind chimes are just barely tinkling.
This isn't much but it's enough right now 🖤
I am alone.
Sitting on my porch on an exercise ball. Letting my body slump. Letting tears fall. It is a relief and yet I still feel guilty.
Joint and a glass of pomegranate juice.
This isn't much but it's something.
No one is looking at me. Nobody needs me.
A crow is cawing, the wind is blowing, the wind chimes are just barely tinkling.
This isn't much but it's enough right now 🖤
41-45, F
