"don't bite the hand that feeds you"
Hello, i am a girl who has been in a relationship for over 4 months now and it's a huge struggle for me.
whats going on? well, let me tell you.
so on july i met a girl, lets call her "wolf". so wolf was a girl i met on tiktok and after the first day she asked me out if i wanna date her and since im single im like "sure why not if it wont works out then we will just break up and be friends"
and you see, everything was perfect we both really cared about each other till one day... she cheated on me (august, almost september) with a girl lets call "bobo"
so bobo was my online friend before and she knew i was dating wolf so i was very sad and hurt but i realized its not really her fault but wolfs because bobo was single and wolf was not so it was very mean.
but i talked with them both and after a while like two weeks they broke up and it was just me and wolf.
on october i found out that wolf met two girls "rebel" and "noob" (dont mind the names im making them up because i cant tell the real names) at first they were just friends but then i found out wolf made a fake account and called it "evade" and pretend it was her brother to cheat on me with rebel and she cheated on me with noob as wolf.
and you might think "why didnt you left her?" well, i really want to but i have a huge fear of losing people and id rather forgive her then lost her because the thought of her being happy with someone else makes me sick and i want her just for myself...
ok! well, the rebel treated her like shit so i just told her "darling i know you're evade and im not mad but rebel is treating you like shit you need to realize that. it would be the best for you two to break up"
and they did. i helped them
but ofc! wolf wouldn't be herself if she didnt go back to him anyways
so i explained again and they broke up again
and then my huge nightmare came true because she got mad at me for not playing with her and she cheated on me again with the rebel and noob and the same time :') ?
i talked with her for like 3 hours and she finally understond what was i saying and she blocked them and said she will do anything for me
but wellll... today i went home from school and she cheated on me and shes ignoring me like im a piece of shit
i even told her i wanna kill myself, NO REACTION!
i even had to text her best friend to talk with wolf about this and why shes like this
and she did so im really greatful <3
but well... i think i deserve this all because if i didnt then this wouldn't happen multiple times :') i just dont deserve love and i should just be dead
thank you for reading.
why i named this post "dont bite the hand that feeds you" ? because i always treated her right and showed love and care but she only hurt me...
the worst thing is that i was actually bout to visit her on november 22th because we both live in canada but different cities..
whats going on? well, let me tell you.
so on july i met a girl, lets call her "wolf". so wolf was a girl i met on tiktok and after the first day she asked me out if i wanna date her and since im single im like "sure why not if it wont works out then we will just break up and be friends"
and you see, everything was perfect we both really cared about each other till one day... she cheated on me (august, almost september) with a girl lets call "bobo"
so bobo was my online friend before and she knew i was dating wolf so i was very sad and hurt but i realized its not really her fault but wolfs because bobo was single and wolf was not so it was very mean.
but i talked with them both and after a while like two weeks they broke up and it was just me and wolf.
on october i found out that wolf met two girls "rebel" and "noob" (dont mind the names im making them up because i cant tell the real names) at first they were just friends but then i found out wolf made a fake account and called it "evade" and pretend it was her brother to cheat on me with rebel and she cheated on me with noob as wolf.
and you might think "why didnt you left her?" well, i really want to but i have a huge fear of losing people and id rather forgive her then lost her because the thought of her being happy with someone else makes me sick and i want her just for myself...
ok! well, the rebel treated her like shit so i just told her "darling i know you're evade and im not mad but rebel is treating you like shit you need to realize that. it would be the best for you two to break up"
and they did. i helped them
but ofc! wolf wouldn't be herself if she didnt go back to him anyways
so i explained again and they broke up again
and then my huge nightmare came true because she got mad at me for not playing with her and she cheated on me again with the rebel and noob and the same time :') ?
i talked with her for like 3 hours and she finally understond what was i saying and she blocked them and said she will do anything for me
but wellll... today i went home from school and she cheated on me and shes ignoring me like im a piece of shit
i even told her i wanna kill myself, NO REACTION!
i even had to text her best friend to talk with wolf about this and why shes like this
and she did so im really greatful <3
but well... i think i deserve this all because if i didnt then this wouldn't happen multiple times :') i just dont deserve love and i should just be dead
thank you for reading.
why i named this post "dont bite the hand that feeds you" ? because i always treated her right and showed love and care but she only hurt me...
the worst thing is that i was actually bout to visit her on november 22th because we both live in canada but different cities..
22-25, FNew
