Failed attempt

Wow so ive been cooped up a lot at home and i need mental health help, someone to talk to and i tried to go to a free local health / counselling centre today and i couldnt even find it i ended up walking next door into a members club/bar the lady told me its a big house two doors down, she locked the door behind her it wasnt locked before. I was like damn lady i come in peace my bad, but then i found out it was a members club afterwards so msybe thats why, so i went and i knocked on somebody's actual house, they told me to go back the way i came 🤷‍♀they were all houses and a church 5 doors down, i couldnt find it i tried and failed.
That was so embarrassing 😳

I wondered why i even left the house at all.
I actually went and couldnt find it at all, maps didnt have an exact picture and it was dark like 6pm,i get disoriented really quick in the dark.
I was in the mood to talk to somebody today, but nevermind i guess.