Just needed to let it out.

I feel left out. Even when I'm playing with my friends—or at least that's how I consider them, maybe they don't think the same— it seems like when their other friends join in, they forget about me... Or they meet someone else or start dating, and it feels like I don't exist anymore. This really makes me feel very lonely...
I know I'm a shy person, too quiet, and I seem to be okay with the idea of being alone. But I'm not.
Nobody ever noticed. I don’t think they care really.
And sometimes I feel jealous of them, even if I didn’t want, and that makes me feel like a bad friend, but I can't help it...
They all have their favorite person. They are all someone's favorite.
Except me.
I want to be someone's favorite person too, I want to have my favorite person too... A girl I can call mine too...