riseofthemachine · 41-45, M
There's nothing wrong about being sensitive.
Everyone is sensitive.
What happens when your sensitive you react and then your left with feeling bad about yourself .
All I can share is an experience I have .
When I used to drink and drink a lot I was very sensitive but the drink took away that sensitivity.
Being made a mockery of or you can say being wound up . I took it for years off people and took no notice of it cause the drink and weed was sorting it out. It took away the sensitivity.
As my drinking got heavier ( never known it was ) I went into a total blackness for 6 years ' 3 years drinking and 3 years trying stop drinking ' total of 6 years .
What eventually happened when the drink and weed gave me up I was left with a pyschosis that I had for 3 years towards the end of my drinking and never knew I had it until I came out of it by the grace of God .
But while I was in it for the 3 years my spirit was dead absolutely dead it was . That's was the most frightening experience I ever had but coming back to you from experience, do you know that sensitivity I had with the people I was with as I got sober I realised they were resentments I had ( not them known it was resentments I had ) but that's what came up for me when I got sober was resentments and that's what was blocking my spirit cause I didn't realise how many resentments I had until I saw them on paper.
If people go too far with resentments when your sensitive that's a different one . That's hurt .
Today I'm alive . My spirit is alive than it was never since before .
Do you know the key to it .
I'm gonna fill you .
Don't answer your thoughts inside your head .
Let them go .
Life is full of letting go .
Why people hold onto to them it's a form of self harm and when you harm yourself so much it can give you an identity .
There's also a good thing about that as well .
Why ? It can make you humble .
As from the sensitivity and being the therapist everyone has the sensitivity my friend .
Everyone is sensitive.
What happens when your sensitive you react and then your left with feeling bad about yourself .
All I can share is an experience I have .
When I used to drink and drink a lot I was very sensitive but the drink took away that sensitivity.
Being made a mockery of or you can say being wound up . I took it for years off people and took no notice of it cause the drink and weed was sorting it out. It took away the sensitivity.
As my drinking got heavier ( never known it was ) I went into a total blackness for 6 years ' 3 years drinking and 3 years trying stop drinking ' total of 6 years .
What eventually happened when the drink and weed gave me up I was left with a pyschosis that I had for 3 years towards the end of my drinking and never knew I had it until I came out of it by the grace of God .
But while I was in it for the 3 years my spirit was dead absolutely dead it was . That's was the most frightening experience I ever had but coming back to you from experience, do you know that sensitivity I had with the people I was with as I got sober I realised they were resentments I had ( not them known it was resentments I had ) but that's what came up for me when I got sober was resentments and that's what was blocking my spirit cause I didn't realise how many resentments I had until I saw them on paper.
If people go too far with resentments when your sensitive that's a different one . That's hurt .
Today I'm alive . My spirit is alive than it was never since before .
Do you know the key to it .
I'm gonna fill you .
Don't answer your thoughts inside your head .
Let them go .
Life is full of letting go .
Why people hold onto to them it's a form of self harm and when you harm yourself so much it can give you an identity .
There's also a good thing about that as well .
Why ? It can make you humble .
As from the sensitivity and being the therapist everyone has the sensitivity my friend .
