My situation about Cavities
Sup, first time posting here idk how this works but I'm desperate so, eh. (Also English its not my main language sorry)
I'll be honest, I'm a very self destructive person. Very. To the point my health is getting worse and worse, physically and mentally. But the thing that worries me the most right now is physical, I've dealt with the mental stuff long enough to know how to "ignore and continue". I'm scared, and worried, and upset because I've never experienced this before. My chest hurts, and one of my teeth started rotting again, it has been months since i last brushed, and i CAN'T bring myself to take care of them properly. I try, but the effort it only lasts about two days before i ignore it again. Im back to taking ibuprofen every day to ignore the pain, and I'm afraid to tell my mom because the last time this happened my teeth was rotten to the nerve. It took three dentists to treat it and half an hour of them fighting to pull it off.
Every time i think about my health I just know that I'm fucked for life, ill die out of a heart attack because of the way i eat and my lack of exercise, if the Molar pain doesn't kill me first.
I'm really not seeking for advice or any words of comfort, but I'm so tired of having no one to talk to. I have 2 friends, one of them i see once a month, the other one is just a superficial friendship. I don't even trust my partner with stuff, they Don't need to know and wouldn't understand. It would just be uncomfortable. My family is not even an option. So im stuck here, talking to myself in my head, repeating stuff over and over again, Taking more ibuprofen than needed. I just need to rant about stuff or I'll go crazy again
I'll be honest, I'm a very self destructive person. Very. To the point my health is getting worse and worse, physically and mentally. But the thing that worries me the most right now is physical, I've dealt with the mental stuff long enough to know how to "ignore and continue". I'm scared, and worried, and upset because I've never experienced this before. My chest hurts, and one of my teeth started rotting again, it has been months since i last brushed, and i CAN'T bring myself to take care of them properly. I try, but the effort it only lasts about two days before i ignore it again. Im back to taking ibuprofen every day to ignore the pain, and I'm afraid to tell my mom because the last time this happened my teeth was rotten to the nerve. It took three dentists to treat it and half an hour of them fighting to pull it off.
Every time i think about my health I just know that I'm fucked for life, ill die out of a heart attack because of the way i eat and my lack of exercise, if the Molar pain doesn't kill me first.
I'm really not seeking for advice or any words of comfort, but I'm so tired of having no one to talk to. I have 2 friends, one of them i see once a month, the other one is just a superficial friendship. I don't even trust my partner with stuff, they Don't need to know and wouldn't understand. It would just be uncomfortable. My family is not even an option. So im stuck here, talking to myself in my head, repeating stuff over and over again, Taking more ibuprofen than needed. I just need to rant about stuff or I'll go crazy again
16-17, TNew
