Love is a hit and miss for everyone
Not everyone gets that happy family or settle down moment they want.
[Kinda venting here or dumping the thoughts inside my head]
Though, I'm not sure I'll ever want to date again. Seems so complicated these days. I'm not saying Love is dead, it just isn't for me. I had it, and it sorta got ruined for me. I do blame myself partially, but then again i wasn't the doing the cheating. I cannot say everyone is like that but they do have the potential to be cheaters themselves, even me. Its a weakness of temptations given in or the thrill of it to make you feel alive. We can't always trust someone fully, nor can we trust ourselves to how we react to something like that for the first time.
If i were to give a ten year old version of myself advice. Is to emotionally grow thicker skin, life is gonna throw emotions at you. Heartache, betrayal, death, these emotions need to be processed and not festered on why. Don't dwell, grieve, cry, get it out the system because even if you lose trust in those around you, there one thing you can do ...and that you can depend on yourself because it hard to turn your own back on yourself.
[Kinda venting here or dumping the thoughts inside my head]
Though, I'm not sure I'll ever want to date again. Seems so complicated these days. I'm not saying Love is dead, it just isn't for me. I had it, and it sorta got ruined for me. I do blame myself partially, but then again i wasn't the doing the cheating. I cannot say everyone is like that but they do have the potential to be cheaters themselves, even me. Its a weakness of temptations given in or the thrill of it to make you feel alive. We can't always trust someone fully, nor can we trust ourselves to how we react to something like that for the first time.
If i were to give a ten year old version of myself advice. Is to emotionally grow thicker skin, life is gonna throw emotions at you. Heartache, betrayal, death, these emotions need to be processed and not festered on why. Don't dwell, grieve, cry, get it out the system because even if you lose trust in those around you, there one thing you can do ...and that you can depend on yourself because it hard to turn your own back on yourself.
