What do I do with this?

I don't know if I should consider a friend of mine a "best friend" anymore. Recently, the chats we been having weren't filled with much soul as it used to. It was mostly about school stuff or something unrelated to the topic. I don't feel like we connected well as we did last time. Sure we did had a few laughs or so, but the current interests we have don't match anymore. It's alright to be different, but it doesn't really seemed the same anymore since the two of us weren't in the same class together again. Every time I'd encounter her and we start texting or talking, it feels empty and somewhat drained. I'm not trying to say my friend is boring to me now. I just think that I didn't really felt the same energy as we had before. I don't really know what she really thinks about me now, but this friendship might have became one-sided. I wouldn't want to leave her as a friend, though I don't know if we should still be best friends furthermore.

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riseofthemachine · 41-45, M

If it's one sided in any friendship or relationship you's up get very bitter and resentful especially if your leaving it happen .
No.1 it destroys your self worth .
No.2 you said it you feel empty .
See in relationships when you pick up energies off one an one at times the energies you pick up is that there's something going on what you don't wanna look at .
That's one form of energy cause I tell you here right now and I'm trying not to hurt you , energies isn't love . It's the opposite. It's fear .
I can relate to you cause all of that happened me that's why I can explain .
Do you know where my energies led me into with friendships and relationships ( a psyche ward )
That's where energies lead you too .
I can also explain about meditations that they teach about energies . It's all to too take you away from God .
That's another part of energies my friend .
Of course energies pick up at the start of a relationship when your nervous getting to know one an other but not a long term friendship or relationship