After five years of up and down and off and on, I kinda want to ghost him.

I have no respect left for him. I don't care to argue with him for his scraps anymore. To be brought to his level. To beg him, for him. He makes me feel like a forgotten broken thing he keeps because he can't part with what I give. He's brought up moving in together and marriage many times and it makes me disgusted to think about marrying someone who would most definitely abandon me if I needed his help and support. Growing old with him would be hell. I've let this go far too long.

I have said enough. I have tried. I just want to be gone.

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Jeephikelove · 51-55, F

Good for you! You don’t need him and you already know it would get worse. 🫂🫂🫂🫂

MarbleMarvel

@Jeephikelove Yeah it's only gotten worse for awhile now. I'm ready for a growth thing. And more sex ffs

Plasticbag · 100+, M

Good for you. Anyone who thinks marriage or cohabitating will make a poor relationship better is deluded.
(I count myself as one of them 😂)

MarbleMarvel

@Plasticbag Thank you. We're both delusional thinking it's going to last the way we're going lol

Plasticbag · 100+, M

@MarbleMarvel I got out. Xx

Justafantasy · M

Then be done with it. Living with some one who neither wants to be part of your life nor wants you as part of theirs is pointless.

MarbleMarvel

@Justafantasy that's what I don't understand. He swears he loves me and wants me but his behavior is very different. I have to go by his actions.

Justafantasy · M

@MarbleMarvel that's how my wife was. "I love you, I want to stay married for ever". "I'm not attracted to you or interested in you"

She said both and showed the second.

PalteseMalconFunch · 36-40, TNew

Don’t beg, you’ve reached the point of no return already

MarbleMarvel

@PalteseMalconFunch I see the good in him, but yeah, I can't keep begging for it. I know better at this point. I will end up being an adult about it. It's gonna hurt.