Venting on here because everywhere else says I need serious help-

I want to die.
I've lost all motivation in doing things I enjoy and simply living. My friends have been ignoring me.. maybe they're planning something for my birthday, since it's coming up soon, but my overthinking ass won't let it go.

I'm so sick of this. I'm sick of these thoughts. I'm sick of this life.

Sometimes it feels like things would be better for everyone if I just disappeared..
I feel like a burden. Just an extra mouth to feed.
Heck, if I do try, they might not even bother reading the note I've left for them to find.
It feels like they don't care about me.

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DevonW · 22-25, F

I’m so sorry.
The only advice I can give is: you’re not alone. I’m dealing with these things too, and one of the only things that has kept me going was knowing that it gets better and that it happens to other people sometimes too.
Find someone who’s dealing with the same thoughts as you.
They will make you feel better.
I have a friend who has depression like me, and we talk about it a lot. It makes me feel a lot better.
Hang in there.