Why does feeling inferior SUCK ASF
trust me on this, I usually have SO MUCH SELF CONFIDENCE, but recently it has been declining due to this whole 'guy that i really like is dating another girl in class' and omfg I feel she's WAYYY prettier than me...
I used to have a lot of self confidence regarding my looks, even having friends who really love how i look, but now... i just feel..
ugly. for the first time.
(my country is multiracial)
The guy i like is a chinese. He's so gorg, charming in a witty way and he's super fun to talk to, considering that we can connect on a certain level with our grades. Even though he can be sarcastic and teases often, I love talking to him.
Then the girl he's dating or is probably like, REALLY CLOSE FRIENDS WITH, is this really nice chinese girl with glasses... fair skinned, pretty smile...
And then comes me. the hopeless romantic/academic. Stuck in a love hate relationship with her grades and this issue pops up. Once a very cheery girl, her ego and self-confidence has been torn apart over this whole issue.
I'm mixed race (indian sikh and filipino), tan-brownish skin complexion, really loud, loves to interact...
but now feels so... lost.
You know what F this whole thing i'm getting sick and tired i just wish he were mine and the story would end well.
No but honestly speaking i used to LOATHE teenage relationships so much lat year but now that i've gotten myself stuck here i can't come out... HELP
I used to have a lot of self confidence regarding my looks, even having friends who really love how i look, but now... i just feel..
ugly. for the first time.
(my country is multiracial)
The guy i like is a chinese. He's so gorg, charming in a witty way and he's super fun to talk to, considering that we can connect on a certain level with our grades. Even though he can be sarcastic and teases often, I love talking to him.
Then the girl he's dating or is probably like, REALLY CLOSE FRIENDS WITH, is this really nice chinese girl with glasses... fair skinned, pretty smile...
And then comes me. the hopeless romantic/academic. Stuck in a love hate relationship with her grades and this issue pops up. Once a very cheery girl, her ego and self-confidence has been torn apart over this whole issue.
I'm mixed race (indian sikh and filipino), tan-brownish skin complexion, really loud, loves to interact...
but now feels so... lost.
You know what F this whole thing i'm getting sick and tired i just wish he were mine and the story would end well.
No but honestly speaking i used to LOATHE teenage relationships so much lat year but now that i've gotten myself stuck here i can't come out... HELP
13-15, F
