IM TWEAKING SO BAD RN

Im sorry, I just checked, i did not realize you had commented on pretty much every one of my post. I don't think the way you feel is selfish, I'd feel like that too if I was in your position. I somewhat understand/relate to how you feel, i often find myself feeling like I'm annoying whenever i try to engage in conversations, for example, on most days, I'd choose not to msg my bsf first because i often feel like im just an annoyance to her that she deals with. She tells me I'm not and she never did anything that said i was an annoyance to her, that's just how i feel like i am to her.. and that's how i feel to literally any and everyone irl and online which is why i tend to keep to myself and only speak when spoken to. If you'd like, I could TRY to be your friend (emapthis on try)