I just want to be pretty

I feel so sick right now. My throat is tightening up and my heart hurts. Why am I so ugly? I look so old and tired for my age. I look like the stereotype of ugly. The epitome. I have red BOLD pimples on the worst spot, huge eye bags, and lines around my mouth that make me look so old. I want an angular jaw but instead I get a potato sack with a zit. My arms are so huge and I have belly fat. I think I have a wide ribcage too. My lips are too small for my nose and that makes me look fat. I am fat. I just want to be beautiful and skinny like all these other girls. Let me be pretty god please.