Feeling so envious

Ever since highschool, i feel so envious especially to my friends for having a complete family. Even though they're financially unstable, they were still happy the fact that they have complete family makes me feel so envious. Its not that i want my mom and dad to get back together, i know there'll be no chance ever since my dad owe my mom so big and they never have a proper conversation since then. My mom also found someone so i don't really wanna push her to my dad, though i think dad still in love with mom its his fault for not being a good person when he still have her. I don't really want them back together, its just that felt so envious seeing my friends having a happy and complete family, there was a time i said I'd rather be financially unstable but still have a complete family. I cried a while ago feeling so envious to my friends thinking i don't have someone i relate to.

PoetryNEmotion · F

Being envious is a sign of low self- esteem. You cannot change the past. You can chsnge how you feel about things. The way you think. You are an adult now. Think and act like one. Talk to your parents about how you feel. Make friends. Talk to them. You may fall in love in time and make your own family. You know what that means then to you. Good luck.