Ik its not important but idk who to talk to

Im really struggling with my appetite and i think i just eat too much. I always just eat breakfast, lunch and dinner and some snacks but i always feel so sick after eating snacks. I just ate crisps and i feel so bad now. I dont have anorexia but i always feel so much preasure in eating but i eat anyway cuz i cant control my appetite. Tbh ive been trying and starving myself btw ty if anyone read that all id be actually surprised if someone did and sorry Im not good at writing