i struggle.

heyy my name's ysa nd um im 11 nd honestly life is so hard starting from 8. ive been suffering for so long with anxiety, anorexia, and depression
i mainly think it's always my fault bcs in everything i do i honestly can't get a break from all the yells and shouts that constantly remind me that it's my fault behind everything.
i'm bombarded with workload from school and enrichment classes. my schedule is really full and i don't really go out to see my friends anymore at this point
my schedule is full with enrichment classes and extra school activities and i don't think i can keep up anymore. i can't really keep up with all the stress which is especially making me sick physically and restrains me from going to school
i can't say i love or hate school exactly. but i also do have to go there just for my parents to be happy and my main escape from home

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Lorydorythefish · 13-15, F

i feel really bad for you...The education system and our parents often put pressure and a huge burden on our shoulders. Maybe you already tried doing this but you can talk to your parents and they might help out... i used to have a full schedule too and i think it's very hard to endure this situation at 11 years old. Adults dont usually understand this but maybe you will have more luck than others. Also..irl friends usually dont understand these type of things. Nowadays depression is something people laugh about...or atleast that is what my classmates do. I hope you find ur way to be happy! Sry im not rlly good with words :)

walleteater · 13-15

@Lorydorythefish thanks so much! it's fine, i relate to not being good with words ahahaha