Never Needed a SO CALLED MAN

I have always been very independent raised my boys by myself went through my daughters stillbirth on Christmas eve with family's help. I wanted to get married but not for the wrong reasons like Pregnancy. My kids are all 7 years apart I gave birth to 3 and three different fathers. The first one forgot to mention he was married never much of a father still not his son is now 38. The second one's father was involved with another women when I became pregnant he left and move to another state with her came back and was fully involved with his son. The third was a drug user and went to prison then I gave birth to our daughter. I still kept searching or they would find me the right person for me. Just never happened. Now I just don't have the energy to even care anymore. I am almost 60 and just want to do it anymore. I tend to attract the worst of the worst men in my life sometimes without even trying sometimes. I have tried to change the way I date and again the same type of men keep showing up. I am tired. I also went through times were I didn't even look so please don't tell me not to look that does not work. I am not looking for thing that work. I have finally found my peace of being alone. Pulse. Trying to find someone that will except all my health problems and other issues is the main part of the issue. I pay my own bills and take care of me by my self. Just tired NO JUDGEMNT PLEASE OR ADVICE