This world is just...

Yesterday i was at the swing and my group of "Friends" and they were just talking and then suddenly they started planning to go to the mall without me and they were talking infront of me and they didint even care they were planning were to eat and shop and how much money they will talk and they aint forced to take me with them but i am also theyre "Friend" they are the only "friends" i have and i just went away to cry somewhere.. sometimes i wonder what was i made for? i just wanna die bro i just wanna have good,loyal irl friends...but no one likes me i am just not good enough and never will be i just pray to god that i would find someone but never did and he never responded to my prayers ..