I'm in so much fear

I feel useless,i feel scared, scared of the future, i dont want to grow up yet. I feel useless. I wish i could be so much better for everyone so they would be happy to have me. I wish i could get a new phone... i'm just borrowing right now and they want to sell their phone now... how am i suppose to study when everything is in the phone? I wish we could get much better life

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MENTALCAKEPOP · 13-15, T

Hey, I'm pretty much just another stranger on the internet but..I get that; your feelings, I mean. Sometimes I worry that I'm not gonna end up doing anything with my life like I say I will.

It's why it's important to take a step back and focus on what's happening now, not what will happen later on. If you don't then, you'll miss out on what's going in front of you.

Let me ask you something though, are YOU happy to have yourself be alive right now? To breathe at this very moment? If you aren't, then I think you should start there; be kind to yourself first.

By the way, not everything is digital nowadays even if it seems like it; but if you truly need a device, I suggest a personal computer if you can get one.

Nonetheless, I hope you'll be okay, even if it takes a while for you to reach that point. ^^

- M.C.

Ellime · 16-17, F

@MENTALCAKEPOP the truth is i wish it wasnt me who was born i'm not happy to be alive and yet sometimes i can also be happy but then when i'm in so much happiness much worse things happens

MENTALCAKEPOP · 13-15, T

@Ellime I know, one moment you have everything and the next you have nothing. It's a feeling I know best.

I think things can get better for you, that things can change. But you have to make sure it changes first, even if it's easier said than done.

You're a smart person, I'm certain.

- M.C.

HumanEarth · 56-60, F

I wish I wasn't orced to have have an e-mail, there trying to force me to have a cellphone (I still don't have one, nor want one).

I want to life to go back to 1765

Ellime · 16-17, F

@HumanEarth i wish that too since i need it now for recitation i wish thay we wont need phone for school that much but i guess its good that theres phone too for my researches

HumanEarth · 56-60, F

@Ellime that what books were for...researchers

Ellime · 16-17, F

@HumanEarth i meant about recitations where we are allowed to search for answers sometimes we have to search correct pronounciation

SoulKey

Stop using your phone. Stop social media. Do everything in baby steps.

Ellime · 16-17, F

@SoulKey i cant stop using it when in recitation the teacher will call us and then we compete in who will be able to search first in our school.

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