My Feelings

I think I'm okay. All I want is for my life to be how it was last year. Last year was the shit, man. I had a small group of friends and they were awesome. The first guys to ever think I was funny and not annoying. It all went shit though. I got more and more drained and we all just split up. I was bad-looking but at least I was happy. I started smoking, taking pills and everything cause I hated myself. 2024 is not my year, dude. I'm trying my best to stay alive and be there for my best friends, Rae and Kammy. They're the only one's I have left. I'm 7 days clean but I think it's cause I'm lazy. I just rot in my bed, in my room, whole day. Things are like that though. Let's just hope things work out.