Complexity of emotions.

Maybe the reason why I feel alienated is feeling couldn't resch certain level of who am I. I feel too much, Feel too deep. I know we are all have complex emotions, and yer I feel mine up into its core. I tried communicating if someone would try understand my complexities when it comes in deep feeling but my gut feeling told me they are becaming hesistant to approach since, we all know that sitting with the discomfort of extreme emotions is difficult.

I just want someone who could understand me but not tolerate my bad behavior, yet would help me explore these things. It is just hard to be a person who feels and embraces complex of human emotions. I care too much, I feel bother for what is not right and what is unfair. So I rather tone it down and conform with what the society expected the humans to act and feel.