I'm too tired for this.

I don't know, Im just to tired. I just wanna rest and never wake up again. I wish it wasn't going back to how it was. I wish it was better. I wish I could talk to my friends about how I feel but there's like literally no point when I feel like I just burden them. I just feel so empty I wanna feel something again..I wanna be the same od little Sam, the sweet and kind Sam not this. Not the distancing herself Sam, and always tried Sam. I just wanna be better. I wish it gets better why won't it get better? Why do the good people always suffer? Just why? I'm done with this. I'm just simply over everything now.