Need someone to talk pls drop any website:(((

@SW-User
hello

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@nyxnight what seems to be troubling you?

@SW-User oh about that i just hate myself for not being smart
im so dissapointed at myself today because im not with honors

im always dissapointed at myself no matter how hard i try im still at the average

i hate that i felt so useless and i think i might not be able to be successful in my life

yep i have a lot troubles in my life right now

@nyxnight Why do you feel bad about being average? Most people are average. Are there people putting pressure on you?

i have so many things to worry in life

@nyxnight Tell me about them

@SW-User yes a lot. some of my classmate are not really smart but i know im better than them and then when my. teacher show the rank of our class im so mad and dissapointed at myself that why they are with honor while myself i dont have it?
im so envy of people they dont even study but they still got that high grades.

@nyxnight crying rn i dont know what am i suppose to do with my life

@nyxnight Do you think it could be better for you if you studied more to gain understanding and not to do better than someone else? I understand competition and it's good, but perhaps gain a solid foundation of the subject first, then aim to do better than you've done previously.

@nyxnight it's ok to cry. Cry as much as you need to. Then figure out a plan. Perhaps talk to your teacher or lecturer about your desire to perform better, see if he or she can assist you in finding where you are lacking in understanding

@SW-User i already did that every quarterly i used to study late at night even lunch and break i always study, sometimes i dont even sleep just so i can finish every subject to study, i always try memorize and understand every lesson and doing recitation but then when our ,3rd and 4th quarterly i started to have mentally unstable or too much stress for too much studying, maybe thats why i have a downfall of my grades and i didnt get with honors

@SW-User i want to, but its too late its end of our school year

no matter i study hard and lock myself in my room i always get a low grade @nyxnight

@nyxnight What seems to be the trouble? Is it your memory? Do you have trouble recalling information?

@SW-User yup and i also have dyscalculia which also makes very hard for me to improve my math
and also sometimes its hard for me to focus because my head is too noisy i dont know if thats normal...

@SW-User pls help me out i dont know anymore